11/06/2004 11:22:00 AM

finally finish my "favourite" subject computing... i think i'm not gonna make it.... but i dun care.... haha at least its over... results come out den say... today was kinda boring.... but i went to my relative funeral... hmm not very close de.... but he look after my bro since my bro was young... still remember he always gave me lots of sweets during chinese new yr... haiz... but now he's gone... at least he was gone peacefully.... kinda good for him too.... i hope... kinda sad when i heard of this news... but after i heard how he died i felt quite happy for him lor... coz i think he shldnt be suffering anymore... its a long story... anyway... its time to study for econs le... yet i'm slacking again... abit over confident abt econs ah... but den study b4 le mah... so muz be able to make it.... if not i can go die le... hahaha... alrite... tired... needa go slp.... =)

11/05/2004 08:43:00 AM

Leandra is finally out of SG idol!! finally!!! so now left wif the 4 which i quite like... hee... cool ah.... ya....
less than 11hrs to computing paper n i still dunno wat the hell i'm studying.... haiz... i juz had a sudden tot... maybe i shldnt even go for the papers... or rather all of the papers... maybe i shld juz change my course... or go to another sch... den i'll still haf 1 more yr... maybe dats wat i shld do... anyway i've been thinking of changing course mah... haiz.... i dunno... examz sucks!

11/05/2004 12:45:00 AM

AHHHHH!!!!! I"M SOOOO BOOORRREEEDDD!!!! so sick of studying.... hate to study for examz!!! i love sch!!!! even though dun realli like ntu... but still going to sch is gooodddd!!!! but study for exams sux totally... *crap*... dun feel like studying... feel like slacking... but i feel guilty for slacking.... haiz.... computing sure "da bao" de lah... heck liao.... econs... hope can make it... chem... muz pray hard... phy.... i dun wanna da bao.... hahaha... dats abt all.... at least i dun haf to RE study so many subjects... hahaha... wat am i saying? dunno wat am i thinking oso.... *gone crazy*... cant wait for idol's results tonite... onli thing dat i'm lookign forward to... haha.. sly so cute!!! olinda got a damn powerful voice!!! taufik was great!!! leandra sux as usual.... dun like her... n i think daphne (not me ok) was quite alrite except she's too childish... but dunno y liang dun like her... ahaha n next time u say daphne sux, pls specify which 1 k??? hahahaha

11/04/2004 02:44:00 AM

sianz!!! suppose to be studying now lor... yet i'm slacking.... haiz... had so much trouble juz to finish reading the computing book... the book is like a slping pill... but u dun even haf to eat it... juz look at it n feel like slping... hahaha... so now i'm so tired.... finally read thru the book once.... hahaha... but dun understand wat the hell issit abt.... its like me studying greek!! haha dun care... shall juz flunk it.... so sianz!!!!

11/03/2004 07:05:00 AM

just saw this email abt love.... kinda true... makes me think alot.....

If you're afraid to love a person because of friendship, you have two choices, either tells what you feel and let the love take place or hide the feeling under a friendship full of pretensions.
It's hard for two people to love each other when they live in two different worlds...but when these two worlds collide and become one, that's what you call magic!
Love can never be so beautiful without friendship...one leads to another and the process is irreversible...the best of lovers is the greatest of friends!!! I like you because you're my friend,and because you are my friend I care, and because I care, I love you. I don't love you because you are my friend; I love you because I do!
Sometimes I've asked myself, what would make me happy? To think that I have everything else,I get what I want... then I realized it was YOU, too bad 'cause it's you can't have... I can't choose who I'm gonna love, but I also can't just love who chooses to love me...and you can't blame me in choosing to love you as much as I can't blame you for not learning to love me. I'm sorry if you can't love me the way you loved the one before me,so I'll let you go to find him/her and hope someday you'll see that the one true love you're looking for was the one who set you free...
"How can I say goodbye to someone I never had? Why do tears fall for someone who was never mine? Why is that I miss someone I was never with and I ask why I love someone who's love was never mine?" Isn't it funny we're trying to catch the attention of the one we think we love; we hardly notice the one we're really looking for was just there. You don't notice them 'till they are in the arms of someone else...
Food for thought, think of this.. Have you really cared for someone more than you expected? Have you ever tried to love him/her despite of all the pain? Will you keep on loving him/her as he/she whispers someone else's name? Will you???
It's better to lose your pride with someone you love rather than lose that someone you love with your useless pride.When you love someone, don't expect that person to love you back the same amount. One of you will be ahead, the other behind. It's either you catch up or the other waits. When you love, you must not accept anything in return, for if you do, you're not loving but Investing. If you love, you must prepare to accept pain, for if you expect happiness, you're not loving but using... True love hears what is not spoken, and understands what is not explained, for love doesn't work in the mouth, nor the mind, but in the heart...
Love is like standing on wet cement, the longer you stay the harder it is to leave...and you can never go without leaving your prints behind...Don't love a person like a flower, because a flower dies in season. Love them like a river because a river flows forever... Love doesn't have to have a happy Ending, 'cause love doesn't have to end at all.
Never be afraid to fall in love. It may hurt a lot, it may give you aches and pains, but if you don't follow your heart, in the end you will cry even more for not giving love a chance. Love may leave your heart like shattered glass, but keep in mind that there's someone who'll be willing to endure the pain of picking up the pieces so you could be whole again"
The cruelest thing a guy could do to a girl is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall!

11/03/2004 04:59:00 AM

I"M A B*TCH!!!!! an irritating b*tch... wif a f*cked up life.... i hate myself!!! y am i always doing things dat piss him off... but end up he had to please me... n y am i always getting angry over small little things??? n y am i such a B*TCH!!!! n y does he still like me even though i'm so b*tch??? i juz think dat i'm not worth pple liking.... i think he will be happier wifout me arnd... maybe i shld juz disappear n get out of his life.... pls let me vanish into the air!!!

P.S: i juz need to let off... feeling very f*cked up now....

11/02/2004 08:27:00 AM

AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm dying!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 11 more hours to maths!!!!!!! n i cant seem to remember anything i study..... can anyone pls help me take the paper???? i'm such a loser..... okie... there's no link in being a loser n asking pple help me take exams... ehhz... there isnt rite??? okie... i'm a goner... gone case.... not making any sense now.... i needa go slp... rest enuff for tml paper.... wish me luck pple... realli need miracles to happen.....

11/02/2004 12:33:00 AM

wah.... i'm finally staying at home to study for once.... hee.... i'm lazy to go out lor... so stay at home... hmm... juz finish doing 1 set of past yr qns.... n i juz finish 1 bar of chocolate!!!! die... i'm growing fatter n fatter... juz keep eating non stop!!! i'm determined to go on a diet... after my exams.... hee... see everytime i make plans to do something i oso wun do de.... haiz.... hahahaha.... anyway... less than 24hrs to 1st paper..... wonder how will i do... shld be quite bad lah... hahha.... dunno oso.... no confident at all... but i'm still happily slacking... hee.... dunno wat is wrong wif me lor.... hahaha... juz heck bah.... time to go back for studies.... wish me luck pple!! i need the luck for miracles to happen.... whahahaha

10/31/2004 06:04:00 AM

hAppY hAoweeN peeps!!! hee... today is halloween rite?? shld be lah... hee... anyway today is a slacking day... n examz is onli 3 days away lor... n i'm not studyign again!!! as usual rite??? haiz.. so sad.... dunno wat the hell i'm doing lor.. still can slack... haiz... dun care lah... dun even noe wats going to happen to me.. guess i will juz da bao everything??? i hope miracles will happen... hahhaa... fat hope sia.... hee... sianz... guess i will go study abit now... haiz...... =(